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Thanks. Honestly I don't know why it's gone on as long as it has. I think she more wanted to be married than to be married to me if that makes sense. We're making each other miserable and it's time we moved on.

Luckily in Texas anything you bought before the marriage you keep so glad I bought my house first. I may be sleeping on the floor but at least noone will be bitching at me for doing it. I'm 36, young enough (in my mind) to start fresh and try to get some enjoyment out of life.

Marriage is not easy, no doubt I am on my 2nd. The first one I left him because of something similar we were too young and he drank to much and didnt come home, just took advantage of my good nature.


This one has been a little bit rocky since we have grown apart some, but the good thing is he is finally making changes for his health. So I gotta stick it out and help train him.

Just the lack of sex sucks. Like once every two weeks or if I am lucky once a week. It was never like this before.