thanks man!

Im kind of amazed im doing decent with this horrible stomach bug.... bah

i have been up all damn night shitting every 5min...so much for sleep

Ha not to laugh but that was me for about five days during Christmas. Well that and puking. Must be the flu or sum10

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Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. --buddah

Yeah, my asshole is raw!!!



Ate a shake this morn.

Ate a breakfast burrito for a snack...

Ate a large pizza for lunch.

For a snack I ate about half of another large meatlover pizza...... Man im full....

Happy New Years people!

ate a bunch of junk last night at a party.



Being sick has really screwed my weight gain up......bah looks like im not sick anymore though

Ate sausage and eggs this morning with toast.


Ate sausage and toast for a snack...


for dinner i ate a big new years dinner. Black eyed peas, cabbage, corn bread, ham, and fried okra!

I think im going to drop my NPP.....i dont like it. Its giving me anxiety. Anxiety is a bitch for me. I used to get anxiety pretty bad. It went away when i started working out and eating more healthy... I fucking hate anxiety and i really don't want to have a panic attack.....sooooooo I think i will pick up the DBOL and drop the NPP......

I've already been sick as hell and could barely eat for a week.... I a bit behind and im sure this will hinder my progress... But at least i wont be anxious!





I ate some tuna helper for dinner...

yep i've found the same mate, anxiety is something i suffer from aswell and have been on meds for last 6years for it, last 4/5days as NPP has got into my system i've got worse, but i'm gonna try ride it out and beat the fucker.