I don't mind you asking. I was in your position once. My delivery was almost to the day it was supposed to arrive, though most are usually earlier. You have to appreciate what you're buying here. It's not always a smooth ride. Having read a lot of posts recently concerning GBN it does seem not to be as quick as usual but I don't remember ever reading from anyone who didn't ultimately get their delivery. There's a few who say they didn't after a waiting a few weeks but they all seem to get it eventually. Just be patient. It'll turn up one way or another.
As I say I understand how you feel though.