in some cases i do... because i know how dedicated tht i am in my training.. !!! but as the same-time i hace tht bigorexia syndrome where i just DONT see myself as big.. im not a giant, but u can tell tht im above the norm... but even if i gain 5 or 20 lbs.. i still see myself as skinny.. and im never satisfied and it mentally tears me up at times.. SUX !!!!!
