When doing pct dont go in with the mind set of im going to hate this its going to be painful il feel shit. i never have and i always felt fine sure recovery is down so dont try and push your self to the limit and feeling more tired its normal. im staying on now for a good while i think im young to lol my life do what i want i know the risks i know lots of guys who stay on for long ass time + my balls dont shrink to much at all and recovery has always being fine. im cutting atm slow but im growing a bit to my traps seem to be getting bigger now looking massive when i pose lol good luck bro just keep it postive alot of this stuff has to do with the mind fix the mind the body will follow just like in training pushing a weight you never have because you will your self to do it