Get better soon bud. yeah i know some guys who use a crazy amount of gear they look great but for what they are using ud expect them to be at lest 300lb and lean lets put it this way this is what he was on blew my mind.
1.5gs of test per week, 1g of tren per week, 300mgs of oxys a day, 4tabs of T3 a day 30-40 iu of insulin a day and DNP with the insulin to keep fat gains down that is alot of stuff he waa 238pound bf 8-9% and 5 foot 8 or 9 i think. that is a shit ton of gear :/