I know needles can be scary and seem more extreme but my advice would be to run a test cycle. With possibly a d-Bol kick start. Injectable steroids are easier on your body because most of what your going to take orrally is going to be destroyed by your liver. Btw what is your age weight %body fat and lifting expierence.

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