sniper300c. Thanks for the kind helpful words man, but I am a kind of very private guy who finds it hard to talk. I can only do this on here because its kind of anonymous.
For me the only way to deal with the kind of thing that triggered my illness is to put it in the past. That is kind of difficult in any therapy sessions as they like to get things out in the open, something I am not ready for. Also I find it very hard to concentrate, am very forgetful regarding the immediate past and present, long term past is not a problem.
As for the TRT I am having a battle with my doc at the moment as 2 recent bloods have shown different levels of test one @ 7.2 and one @ 15, the lowest for my age is apparently 9. As the doc was scratching his head wondering what to do next I insisted on referral to a specialist. The waiting time is around 3 to 4months. So I might have to put myself on TRT hence the original question, does citalopram have any negative affects on muscle growth/testosterone.
And I live in the UK not US.